I am stressed
I can not lie
I like a girl
but why do I try

I like her a lot
She makes me feel good
She makes me feel special
Like a best friend should

she knows I like her
I know she cares
Even though I can't date her
I know she will be there

Even though I sit here
Depressed and sad
I will always remember
The good times we had

This is about somebody totally different
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Your Star by The All-American Rejects

Why do I still love you?
Nobody really knows
If only you knew
The feelings I still have for you

I think about you everyday
I can't get you out of my head
Even at night
When I lay in my bed

You like somebody else
It hurts me inside
I will never know if you still like me
And that is the greatest downside

I cared for you
You know that dear
It feels like you stabbed my heart
With a gigantic spear

Now as I sit here
Alone and crying
The one thing I loved
Makes my heart feel like dying

All of these were written today
Mood:  sad
All of these are about the same person so do not ask me who they are about. If you really must know I will tell you but other than that please don't ask me


Death to me

I fucking want to die
Every time I think about it
I get shot down and cry

I'm worthless and lame
Take your gun and aim

Pull the trigger
Make it fast
I don't want to live in the past

Make sure I'm dead
Before you leave
Go ahead and shoot me
In the head

As I lay dying
You can see
The many ways
You have hurt me
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Why do people
Say "I love you"
When they really didn't mean it
So they lied

They say they care about you
And then they cry
But really they wish....
They wish you would die
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You go down the street
Not across the road
I did because
My friend said it was so

So I did it and look were i'm at
My fucking head is bashed
In with a base ball bat

I need to die
Your the only one who can do it
SO rip my heart out
Then go fucking cry
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Hit me
Kill me
Like you would care
All you would do is sit and stare

As I lay dying
I would look up
And you wouldn't be crying

I would be sad
Yet you'd be glad
That i'm out of your life
Since you stabbed me
With the fucking knife
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You said you loved me
You said you cared
Why did I listen?
My friend made me dare

I had liked you for a long time
I had, with you, lots of fun
But I'm afraid that our friendship is finally done

Your going to be leaving
And i'm going to be sad
But on the other hand you will be extreamly glad

You won't have to talk to me
Or see me at all
(even now you don't talk to me)
So quiet I will be

I'm gong to cry
might as well
Why do I care?
Only time will tell
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I need to get over it
I know I do
BUt I can't just forget about you

You made me smile
You made me laugh
You always went the extra mile

Of course I was wrong
You went and lied
Now you went and ripped out my insides
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I want to spit
I want to cry
I want you to fucking die

I was fine until this shit
Now i'm stuck in an awful pit

I can't get out
I need your help
All you say is
Fuck you and go put

You don't care
Why should I
All you do is sit and stare